Friday, June 13, 2008

flat-to-wiggly-line

me: my brain activity is:
---------.---^^-__-________________--^^~-_...

Bartley: as long as your heart shows a little more activity we'll make it!

me: i think it's like:
--^---^-----^--------------^---^---^----^


Feeling kind of out-of-body today, but with it enough to get to work and function and all. I do also feel incredibly calm. Possibly because my body can spare no energy for, um, emotions and stuff.

And not that this is what I was looking for, but I look like I've lost at least 5 lbs. It is all water-weight of course (and my body being empty), and will come back when I eat again, which I plan to do full force next weekend. But still, kinda neat to have a flat tummy. So, I would say the fast is fulfilling one of my expectations: the feeling of mental and physical emptiness. I am hoping this will lead to clearness of mind, and am going to give meditation a shot.

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